words tat seems hard to say out.. after some time, after a while, after some repeating, words come out easily. it has not be easy... but come to think what have been easy in life... manage to catch up wit a friend. time flies.. his daughter is already 15 months.. and is dearly to him. haha... guess man change after family comes into the picture.

Val have tender and will be leaving soon. She has been the best colleague i have. Thou it is really sad tat she is leaving. but she has move on to a higher level in her career. as a friend, colleague i am more than happy. becos i know we will still be in touch even if she leave. we join the same day,both smoker and drinker.. she has been the closest person i have in office. i confides in her with all my things.. thou there are some which i held back, but is a matter of time i tell her. becos i know where her advice comes from. so, in short i lost a smoker khaki, drinker khaki, cheonging khaki and a great help.. but i wan to see her good...

having some intention to change a new environment... something totally new.. but is risky thou... not much time left.. if i don change now, i will be too old.... haha...

Will be busier soon.. :)