been a long while since i update. ya, i know some may start to think that i "died". haha.. and so here i am updating. so "you" will be assured. haha.
many things hve happen over this period of time. mainly the upsetting and depressed one. therefore kinda busy dealing one by one. i know some of my friends are upset and disappointed in my behaviour and attitude. thou i have apologised after tat, some may fee tat i did it with no sincere. but at least i know i have apologised and i kinda don owe any explanation if no one asked. some may feel that i should have at least explained. but wrong is wrong already, by overly explaining will jus make myself trying to cover my mistakes. thou after a while a few may understand, at least i guess i have done my part and if one forgive me, i appreciate. if i am not forgiven then i would see it that the fate is already there. don wan to be stuborn on this kind of thing. cos it can be so tiring and it will jus make me look very bad....

some time at least i am glad that i know some people see me as some one close who is willing to share their personal stuff with me. so there is nothing i can ask for. after all i can please everyone ard me. when some one likes me, i have someone disliking me. so i guess i have started to come terms with it. some may see tat i am just finding a way to escape. well, i guess let it be...

recently had a gathering. things have changed. people also have changed. but at least when i see them again after so long, things are not as odd as i think. at least we can have things to catch up. and it has been nice.

work have been busy. tiring... but no choice thou. haha....